I'll Take the Karma 'coz I'm Guilty

I should've told you what I'm supposed to say
I should've did what I'm supposed to do
I should've made the right thing when problems blocked the way
I should've treated you like how a girl would treat her beloved boo

I wanna miss you but I'm busy and have lots of things to do
I wanna think of you but my mind says "goddamn no!"
I wanna love you but my heart can't force to lie
To a good and faithful boy whom never left a girl to cry

Please, O please, let me go!
Please stop loving me and have me as a foe!
It only hurts and guilts me more
To see you torn like hell as you walk out the creaking door

Why don't you meet a new girl?
Start a new life?
I can't take this conscience anymore
Saying, "you're a satanic for what you did to this boy."