perceptions and creations..

Friday, September 28, 2007

I'll Take the Karma 'coz I'm Guilty

I should've told you what I'm supposed to say
I should've did what I'm supposed to do
I should've made the right thing when problems blocked the way
I should've treated you like how a girl would treat her beloved boo

I wanna miss you but I'm busy and have lots of things to do
I wanna think of you but my mind says "goddamn no!"
I wanna love you but my heart can't force to lie
To a good and faithful boy whom never left a girl to cry

Please, O please, let me go!
Please stop loving me and have me as a foe!
It only hurts and guilts me more
To see you torn like hell as you walk out the creaking door

Why don't you meet a new girl?
Start a new life?
I can't take this conscience anymore
Saying, "you're a satanic for what you did to this boy."

exiled..(i dont know what appropriate tagalog title would fit this.)

Pagbigyan nyo na siya!
Ilang beses ba siya manghihingi?
magmamakaawa?
madudurog?
Ilang beses pa?

Kulang pa ba ang higit sa isang libong beses ng sakit?
Kulang pa ba ang walang katapusang hirap at pagdurusa?
Pagbigyan nyo na siya!

Bulag ba kayo at hindi nyo makita
Ang kanyang mga sugat at mga naglalakihang pasa?
Bingi ba kayo at hindi kayo makarinig
Sa kanyang mga nakakasawang iyak at daing?

Pagbigyan nyo na siya!
Yan lamang ang tangi niyang hiling.
Pagbigyan nyo na siya...
Kamatayan lamang at tatahimik din
Ang kanyang kaluluwa..