Kevin Jonas engaged.

as i opened my mail, a news puzzled my once tranquil emotions. its as if my heart was broken by a shattered piece of glass making it bleed slowly like how a faucet drips plop-plop-plop..

Kevin Jonas is going to get married! i dont know if its the result of his surging liquids wanting to release it to a woman and not on the tissue but im not so happy about it. with this thing hes doing, it would probably ruin the bands career. the Jonas Brothers will die like it never even lived. i dont want that to happen!

tonight is ice cream and frosting time. no better way to drown sorrows by eating comfort foods. i am very very disappointed with Kevin. if he and Danielle truly love each other, they know how to work things out without hurrying themselves into a permanent relationship that is likely to ruin the state of their current lives. i love Kevin and eventhough im not a big fan like i am to Joe, its gonna affect all of them, not just Kevin but also the whole family. i pray to God that Joe wont rush himself to marry Camilla coz practically i dont like her for Joe.

Condolences for the Kevin fans. i know youre all mourning.
Congratulations to Kevin and Danielle. eventhough i so much disapprove your marriage, i still respect your decision. good luck to the troubles ahead.

Michael Jackson dead.

i wasnt born yet when he reigned the charts but my mom bought his Thriller album when i was a kid. i loved all his songs. he was a legend! everyone knows that he is kind of weird: so what? he was a vessel of inspiration for the youth in the world of music. no other musician can be compared to his style and ingenuity. he ruled the charts next only to Elvis, The Beatles and Mariah Carey. i've never idolized any musician like i did on mj. no one has ever influenced the world with such erratic energy; the moonwalk, the crotch-grabbing move, the tight pants and sequined jacket... he was the King of Pop that changed the world, and will always be.

IMPULSE WRITING: i loved the beast i just killed.

he has the most ugliest features i have ever seen in my entire life... but he cured me from the sickness that the world has been infested and manipulated by it powerfully like a lion playing with the mouse before devouring it. he let me saw the precious jewels and gems i posessed so long ago and yet never acknowledged it were there gleaming as the stars in the cold dark night. the beast made me feel the warmth of the sun, see the astounding colors of the rainbow, taste food like ive never eaten anything as good as it were. he gave me everything i needed and wanted deeply. and yet i scourged him in the cross as merciless a person can be to a supposed monster that has been killing and taking everything it favored on its way. i stabbed him and let him bleed, watching it intently. i am writing this journal to let everyone know that i am the real beast, that i must be the one in that cross to suffer for the unimaginable things i have done to the most kind angel that helped me get up when i stumbled. i denied him... let these tears run dry from my eyes, this heart be crushed by guilt til i feel nothing. let me be hanged in the market for everyone to see how a monster i became. i killed the one that gave new meaning to my life... now my life has no value at all. nothing at all.

Album Review: Lines Vines and Trying Times - Jonas Brothers

The songs were great. I especially liked Much Better and Don't Charge Me For The Crime coz it was something new from the band's sphere of style. Lyrics are cool. I don't really feel Miley Cyrus but the way she sang with Nick was cute. I tried to stop myself from imagining her face while listening to the song coz i dont want to spoil the greatness of the lyrics. World War III isnt so much of a "rockin-jonas" song, for me. So I loaded the CD to my DVD ROM and found really interesting stuff. There were 2 bonus videos, the video of their photo shoot and a vid from JONAS series on Disney Channel. I opened the flash player icon to find out ringtones, websites for the Jonas fans and some other stuff i havent opened yet. For the packaging of the album, its a level up from the average ones in the music store. It looks sturdy and has a Press button to open.

I was kinda disappointed with some of the really great songs that were sung by Nick coz i think that Joe can sing it better than he does. i mean, Nick has still that shrilly voice from his kid years. No offense to the Nick fans.


here's Photo Shoot: Behind the Scenes, a bonus video from the CD.

MTV MOVIE AWARDS - maybe Bruno's butt on Eminem's face was an omen.

the MTV Movie Awards was hilarious, but, who were the voters?? some teenage girls? Twilight instead of Slumdog Millionaire or Iron Man or Dark Knight? come on. and how come Kristen Stewart won the Best Female Performance and making Jolie, Hathaway, Winslet and Tenson losers? seriously, the winners are all crap. from high school musical, hannah montana, and twilight... you gotta be kidding me. the only deserving people on the list of winners are Heath Ledger and Jim Carrey. jeez.

the best thing about the movie awards was Bruno's butt on Eminem's face. lmao!! i was in total shock at what happened. i thought it was staged but Ryan Seacrest tweeted that its all real! ef! that was really hilarious. oh and Andy Samberg was awesome. other than those i mentioned, its all crap.

BEST MOVIE
* Twilight
The Dark Knight
High School Musical 3: Senior Year
Iron Man
Slumdog Millionaire


BEST MALE PERFORMANCE
* Zac Efron, High School Musical 3: Senior Year
Christian Bale, The Dark Knight
Robert Downey Jr., Iron Man
Shia LaBeouf, Eagle Eye
Vin Diesel, Fast & Furious



BEST FEMALE PERFORMANCE
* Kristen Stewart, Twilight
Angelina Jolie, Wanted
Anne Hathaway, Bride Wars
Kate Winslet, The Reader
Taraji P. Henson, The Curious Case of Benjamin Button

BEST VILLAIN
* Heath Ledger, The Dark Knight
Derek Mears, Friday the 13th
Dwayne Johnson, Get Smart
Johnathon Schaech, Prom Night
Luke Goss, Hellboy II: The Golden Army


BEST COMEDIC PERFORMANCE
* Jim Carrey, Yes Man
Amy Poehler, Baby Mama
Anna Faris, The House Bunny
James Franco, Pineapple Express
Steve Carell, Get Smart

BEST FIGHT
* Robert Pattinson vs. Cam Gigandet, Twilight
Anne Hathaway vs. Kate Hudson, Bride Wars
Christian Bale vs. Heath Ledger, The Dark Knight
Ron Perlman vs. Luke Goss, Hellboy II: The Golden Army
Seth Rogen and James Franco vs. Danny McBride, Pineapple Express

BEST KISS
* Kristen Stewart and Robert Pattinson, Twilight
Angelina Jolie and James McAvoy, Wanted
Freida Pinto and Dev Patel, Slumdog Millionaire
James Franco and Sean Penn, Milk
Paul Rudd and Thomas Lennon, I Love You, Man
Vanessa Hudgens and Zac Efron, High School Musical 3: Senior Year

BREAKTHROUGH PERFORMANCE, FEMALE
* Ashley Tisdale, High School Musical 3: Senior Year
Amanda Seyfried, Mamma Mia!
Freida Pinto, Slumdog Millionaire
Kat Dennings, Nick and Norah's Infinite Playlist
Miley Cyrus, Hannah Montana: The Movie
Vanessa Hudgens, High School Musical 3: Senior Year

BREAKTHROUGH PERFORMANCE, MALE
* Robert Pattinson, Twilight
Ben Barnes, The Chronicles of Narnia: Prince Caspian
Bobb'e J. Thompson, Role Models
Dev Patel, Slumdog Millionaire
Taylor Lautner, Twilight

BEST WTF MOMENT
* Peeing In The Sink, Amy Poehler in Baby Mama
Curved Bullet Kill, Angelina Jolie in Wanted
Jumping In The Poop Shed, Ayush Mahesh Khedekar in Slumdog Millionaire
Tasting Decapitated Head, Ben Stiller in Tropic Thunder
Naked Break Up, Jason Segel and Kristen Bell in Forgetting Sarah Marshall

BEST SONG FROM A MOVIE
Miley Cyrus "The Climb", Hannah Montana: The Movie
A.R. Raham "Jai Ho", Slumdog Millionaire
Bruce Springsteen "The Wrestler", The Wrestler
Paramore "Decode", Twilight